For a while last spring, I was feeling exactly like this picture. My heart overflowed from the imagination of desire, like another sensory system – capturing the texture of your cheek, the surface of your hands, and the unflinching smile in your soft brown eyes, the exact color of rabbit fur.
This week, I told my very wise friend that I was so afraid you were the last spring I would have. “It was like everything started to bloom – and then there was a late frost, and the blossoms all froze,” I told my friend.
And all of a sudden I could feel that my heart might be keeping a different sort of time, independent of the hours and minutes I hurry through, reaching for the conclusions I need to protect myself from living with hope and disappointment.
Love – tuned to a slower purpose for the cues of its seasons – rises from a deep, tenacious source. Whatever its shape, it is a very ancient tree – and one that has survived frost-bitten springs and lonesome autumns before. And everyday, with the patience of winter, it is gathering new growth for its next flourishing.
My dear, I think this is your most beautiful one yet! Stunning. And that beautiful blue greco pitcher!
OMG … this is wonderful beyond measure. Seriously … I cannot think of any higher praise. The photo is sublime and the words weave pure magic- a profound privilege to read them
Awww, Yvette! It’s so good to hear from you, and I feel so lucky to have a friend who shares the loveliness and the deeper roots. Thank you, dear!
A soothing balm for my soul, dear cousin. Thank you for your inspiration.
And may you always gather new growth for YOUR next flourishing. LOVE.